8/ 24/08

There is a system to use when one requires a clear to the point reading. I love the fact that it comes from a combination of numerology, tarot and astrology. It uses the simplest form of symbols, a playing card deck! Robert Lee Camp was able to take the book Sacred Symbols of the Ancients and update it for us in his book Love Cards. Check your free reading of the day. Here is my card reading of the day:

The Basic Meaning of the Three of Hearts

The Three of Hearts signifies creativity or indecision in affection that can manifest in different ways. This could indicate having two or more love interests at the same time or simply that we are unsure of where to place our affections. This indecision can lead to either more fun or worry and fear, depending upon how we handle it. This card's influence usually occurs at a time when we are wanting to learn about love through experimentation and variety. Its presence usually means that we will not be making any hard and fast relationship commitments until later.
On a positive note, the Three of Hearts is a card of self expression and its presence can indicate that we are talking more, expressing our feelings, and meeting new people. Text Copyright 1996 by Robert Camp - all rights reserved.

Ok, this is so right for today, as I just decided not to adopt one of the children in my home because of her behaviors. After I have told all the necessary agencies, the powers incharge have decided to move her. Now, she is acting like the best daughter anyone could wish for and I could not imagine letting her go to an unknown place. I am so unsure of how to let go or love more. My mothering instincts are so confused with my professional training. The reading is accurate, today I am having fun with her and feeling much fear about letting her know her destiny.

What I have noticed about many readings and readers, they do not tell you what to do. How I wish someone would just show up and tell me. But I know better, my lifetime lesson is to look inside where all the answers reside.

8/15/08

What was it like to grow up psychic in Detroit during the 50's? Well there were not words that I knew of to communicate what I heard, saw and knew. Was it something many others did, besides my parents and sister? No one spoke about it, it was like a 6th sense. Just something you had like touch, or noticing scents. That is what it felt like the most, a scent or feeling that I could follow to a vision. It could be a vision of a possible future provided the person stayed on the same path or it could be what was going on now. Peoples hidden agenda seemed clear and visible to me.

I begged to attend Catholic School, thinking I would find others like me. You see, I also was born with memories. I remembered an altar, nice people, sense of community and others looking out for each other. I remembered good soul teaching. I remembered people that loved the earth, women and children. I really thought that I would find kindred souls if I was allowed to go to Catholic School, after all they had an altar and people dedicated to something. There was a woman statue (the goddess I remembered) holding a baby. I remembered that all things came from woman and our earth mother. At 10 years old I was certain Catholic School was where I belonged.

Well, what happened there was very different, but that is another story. So without formal training in the other dimensions, I fumbled along and had to discover that all the information necessary was in one place-inside me.

My strong inclinations towards the metaphysical worlds led me to many books and teachers and some rather amazing experiences.